free as a bird now

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 21:31:31 GMT

I make a lot of ridiculous choices. The rain blows diqq.... Joel & katie & I went to the gym and i almost barfed on the stair master watching some slut eat horse guts on fear factor. honestly so sick. I realize now that I need to stop ignoring shit, because last night I felt terrible for no apparent reason, it's all catching up to me. I've been drinking a lot which is SO out of character....ya i'm playing on team sucky. Either way everythings gunna be okay & i appreciate phone calls from old friends :]

and i will try to forget
all my regrets
and focus on what i have
insted of worring about the past
because life isn't worth living
if you can't look at yourself in the fucking mirror
and say, this is who i am

2005/06, you've fucked me.

on a lighter note, Damon bought me a parka & a dope shamrock necklace and its very dainty and lovely.

made up mah minddd

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 18:34:49 GMT

i say i need a new start, not an old begining.

one by one

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:34:01 GMT

worst headache/stuffy nose ever. ew.

it's my babys 20th birfday today wooo!!!! i love him to the moon & back.
it was also jackson's birthday today so i baked him brownies & wrote happy birthday in pink frosting.
I bought a shitload of balloons & blew them up and put a birthday note in one of them, so he had to pop it to get it out. yeah i know i'm a good friend. Minus the fact that i forgot that for a balloon to float it needs helium, so all the balloons just sorta hovered on the ground. fuck thatttttttt.

time for a shit load of advil. bye cutie

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 00:44:56 GMT

dinner at claire's cuz shes my baby. la la la #E$%&@$#!@*&^ cray cray on ya birthday.

i want summer back.

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 18:33:56 GMT

i'm going to mexico tomorrow, sweet deal.
i'm going shopping with my silly brother & i want a new bikini even though i bought 7 this summer. LOVE IT.

--> 9 days till i'm whole again.
tell me something interesting. post something anonymous. k, awesome. byeeeeee

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 17:27:02 GMT

i will always love you.

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 05:12:56 GMT

yeahhhhhhhhh ---- >i'm engaged. haha we are such a hardcore couple. mmm mm

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 04:22:28 GMT

i love sushi, i love Hogan Knows Best, and i really love snuggling on the tiny floral couch in manhattan beach with my love. mmmm summer is good. text me assholes.

%#$%^& i love you

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 01:30:51 GMT

i'm making filet mignon to BBQ! & it was so fucking hot today my butt melted on my seat.

law n orda

getting better every second.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 18:14:21 GMT

If you don’t live for something, You’ll die for nothing.
Through the best and the worst
The struggle and sacrifice.
For the true who’ve remained and the new blood.
Motivation, undying allegiance
Striving through the hardships and affliction.
Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 06:44:10 GMT

gaygaygay

MD 20/20 AND SHIT

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 09:09:00 GMT

back & forth from longbeach all weekend & I didn't get alie time in which is WEAK. Went to target with courtney to purchase beaters & instead bought a shitload of easter eggs coz they we're exciting.

"lovers."

" if i'm gonna get crunk, i don't need 150 faggots I don't know there to see it"

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 18:44:28 GMT

courtney star, you're party was raging; I love you bebe. girl's chugging vodka in the trunks of navigators is illin.
almost as illin as my car dying on the way home from longbeach/garden grove yesterday. Too bad i'm going back today & i'm pumped.
i love alie stone with a burning passion... and i would say i can feel it on my stomach, but thats the thermacare thats most likely giving me 3rd degree burns. ima passss out now it's too early.

kids like us

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 06:53:55 GMT

Alie and my company just made BANK $$ blang blang. Best idea in a long long time.
this night was epic.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 05:02:23 GMT

new start n shit.